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My name is Duncan. I live in Singapore. Music
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1. TO find that smile once again. Tagboard
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Can't get a wink of sleep...
i've been pretty much kept awake for the pass 5 hrs ?!(since 12 mn)
i dont know what got over me... but... i took my iphone and looked at smses hoping that they would make me sleepy ? so off i went... and then i read sj msgs... it was so fun! all those moments... i was like reliving it or smth.. then nar... i thought forget it. i had a funny idea.... this is how its gona go... make friend with this particular friend(whiteroses) then explain story(situation) ask her to help me ? NO! not happening ... it way to long ago... well its gona be 1 yr soon since i last saw sj. i was reading her blog(whiteroses) on the very day sj told me stuff.. and it looks like WR-whiteroses was comforting her. WR suggested to SJ that i was possibly takin SJ as a "Rebounce" ... of all nerve !but i can't blame her ... besides she never knew the full story!! I know this that when i had set my mind and Heart into wooing Sj it was real. it wasnt just smth in the spur of the moment. PLUS !!! WR i know u had some rough situation and most guys are jerks to u ... BUT! there are the few exception! i know whats like to see a Girl get heart broken i know whats like to see them suffer.... i've seen it myself ! I would like to thank my Older sister ... when she was young and got heart broken(not very often) i told myself that i would NEVER break any girl's heart like that. that if i werent true to her then dont ! but guess what in the end guys like me get hurt but what can i do? haha simple suck it up like a man ! its like a punch in the crutch! but u pick urself up and smile to the world... cause u know eventually it will go away. and that the right girl will come ur way! :D cheers to that ! as National Service (NS) - enlisting in army a law passed for all abled body man that is pass 18yrs old to serve the army. its also arnd the time i first met sj ... this is gona be a very trialing time for myself ... to handle the NS and the reminders of her.... but i'll ... i would like to send her a snail mail asap when i find out her address.. then it would be a letter that i hope to move her to tears.. (happy ones i hope) and that we can be back soon ! Duncan |