Profile

My name is Duncan. I live in Singapore.
I am 20 years old and studying in SP(clean energy).
Remember to give my present on every 8.o3!

Music

PLs bear with me for awhile i'm still editing this blog... thanks for ur understanding...

Wishes

1. TO find that smile once again.
2. A Car(Since i passed my driving license already)
3. THe best is : to be able to enjoy time with my friends!!!

Tagboard


Gentleman & Ladies

  • Lukas
  • Ken Ho
  • CJ{Dceg classmate}
  • JieYing[Mommy from SPSU]
  • MeiYin{Godma from SPSU}
  • Jill{dancesport friend}
  • Kristy
  • Amiel
  • JAN[DaJie from SPSU]
  • SHONA{DCEG classmate}
  • JunHAo {classmate/SPSUmate}
  • Sarah(SPSU/SPDS)
  • timothy(SPSU)
  • SHUNLI {DCEG CLASSMATE}
  • Skye [Dancesport Senior (SPDS)]
  • MEI [Dancesport Senior(SPDS)]
  • Sylvia [chris tan's classmate!!]
  • Han JinGRu
  • Adin
  • Eugene Har
  • Gerald
  • Matthew Ong
  • ZUL(SPSU)
  • Matthew Lim Zi Teng
  • Donavan
  • Ryan
  • Ivan Cheng
  • My Dad's blog
  • Shannon (My younger Sis)
  • Edwin
  • Gavin
  • Elisa
  • EVE
  • KIM

    • Previous

    1. March 2006
    1. April 2006
    1. July 2006
    1. August 2006
    1. September 2006
    1. January 2007
    1. February 2007
    1. July 2008
    1. August 2008
    1. September 2008
    1. October 2008
    1. November 2008
    1. December 2008
    1. January 2009
    1. February 2009
    1. April 2009
    1. July 2009
    1. November 2010
    1. January 2011
    1. February 2011
    1. March 2011
    1. September 2011

    Credits

    Designer: xiiaOmiie
    Image: Here
    Image Host: Photobucket
    Image Edit: GIMP 2.6
    Lost at sea

    I remember this show abt the rm 1408
    In this rm there was a pic of an old sailing ship ...
    And this boat that was lost at sea ...
    So merciless tossed and battered ...
    I bet the crew cried for help but it just didn't work ...
    Right now I feel like that ... Why ?

    Haha I try to be strong and want her to get back to me but ...
    Wild thoughts come to me ...
    Haha it was funny to talk any of it haha ...
    just take it as super drama haha..
    Lol and let's just say she replied me...

    Currently I'm stressed that she and I are dirfting apart...




    Stressed

    So I think I got a report due by 1 feb...
    2 more pbil to finish ...
    A girl to chase ... Again...
    A level's results out on 1st week of march...
    Same as EOY exams for poly...
    Then poly is finally finished for me ...
    And then army !!


    Worries:
    By then the girl is in uni ..
    Some other guy gets her...
    I am nth to her...
    If overseas uni even better surely sux...
    Somehow I like non-locals/going overseas girls WTHeck ?!

    Trying to focus on: (needs)
    My studies to end well...
    Getting a Uni...

    Trying to get: (wants)
    The girl...
    Time to spend with her...

    What's the progress currently :
    Doing my work...
    Girl is ignoring/ avoiding me..


    What I think:
    She says let it be fate ...
    But it was so called "fate" that we are this close to each other ..
    Then she avoids me, which is avoiding fate...
    I'm writing here cos none of my friends would check...
    I don't believe in fate...
    Rather I believe in US which she doesn't ...
    If she ever read this...
    Yea sleepyhead !! Cute as u maybe ...
    Shut up and just be with me !

    Duncan stressed out >




    A milestone

    Yes so it has been 1 month since I saw her ..
    I was thinking am I giving her the feeling that the rls isn't gona work?
    Maybe it was my fault ...

    Well my friend and a friend of her's told me this...
    she would read 1 or 2 line of my msg b4 considering to continue..
    Not bad I thought ...
    Then my friends said most of the time it's too long ...
    So dam it ...
    Then someone decided to read it for her ...
    Brilliant I thought !!
    Then they just said "diao" at certain parts ...

    WTF "diao" only ?!
    My heart felt words which I took time to pain stakingly write it out?!
    Dismayed, disappointed, discourage,...
    Wow words just could not sum it !

    So I got 1 more month to chill and then contact her again..
    Hopefully she won't ignore me ..
    Then I need to start from scratch ..
    Awkward for myself...
    But I shall be thick-skinned !!
    My birthday wish then will be I want us to be Tgt...
    And the scary part is some other guy comes and oh ? Gone...
    Or she goes overseas uni ?

    I shall have to talk to her abt the A lvl results ... That's 1 opporuntity for me !!


    Duncan missing Su jean still...




    A sneak into love

    Oh the sudden familar layout that hit my eyes when I see this webpage !! The closest thing to a best friend ...
    But when posts are made here ppl would read and give u either support or scold u for being lame !!

    2 weeks b4 my mst I met her for the first time ..
    Her name is Su jean.
    She was my best friend's girlfriend's best friend..
    So it was like two Best friends who fell for each other..
    I was like oh she is cute haha...
    But who knew that we were to become so close to each other..
    So like all new friends I made we chat thru Facebook, msn,..
    Then I proceed to get their number if we really clicked well !!
    Yupp so u guessed it I asked her for her number and she gave...
    All with in abt 1 week..
    Usually I msg The other party but not today...
    Then she msg and we chatted non-stop for 2 weeks spammin each other
    Met her for lunch ...
    Work together ...
    Had even more lunch Tgt then ...
    Pick her up on her first day of her work ...
    Haha I thought I caught a hint that she might be interest and we progressed...
    Then we had a great time then working on the first night she had a little problem ...
    Her counter had abt abut of a problem and so called "lost" abit $400 so she was super upset ..
    And I kept on reasurring her that she didn't lose any and that it was a mis-count and she didn't lose any..
    And by the last day we held hands ...
    When it happened I saw her smiling abt it haha ...
    Then on 27 dec was the last time I met her face to face ...
    So by Tmr it will be 1 month since I met her ...
    I miss her badly..

    So I have been force to love her from afar and try to win her heart back again ...


    Duncan