Profile

My name is Duncan. I live in Singapore.
I am 20 years old and studying in SP(clean energy).
Remember to give my present on every 8.o3!

Music

PLs bear with me for awhile i'm still editing this blog... thanks for ur understanding...

Wishes

1. TO find that smile once again.
2. A Car(Since i passed my driving license already)
3. THe best is : to be able to enjoy time with my friends!!!

Tagboard


Gentleman & Ladies

  • Lukas
  • Ken Ho
  • CJ{Dceg classmate}
  • JieYing[Mommy from SPSU]
  • MeiYin{Godma from SPSU}
  • Jill{dancesport friend}
  • Kristy
  • Amiel
  • JAN[DaJie from SPSU]
  • SHONA{DCEG classmate}
  • JunHAo {classmate/SPSUmate}
  • Sarah(SPSU/SPDS)
  • timothy(SPSU)
  • SHUNLI {DCEG CLASSMATE}
  • Skye [Dancesport Senior (SPDS)]
  • MEI [Dancesport Senior(SPDS)]
  • Sylvia [chris tan's classmate!!]
  • Han JinGRu
  • Adin
  • Eugene Har
  • Gerald
  • Matthew Ong
  • ZUL(SPSU)
  • Matthew Lim Zi Teng
  • Donavan
  • Ryan
  • Ivan Cheng
  • My Dad's blog
  • Shannon (My younger Sis)
  • Edwin
  • Gavin
  • Elisa
  • EVE
  • KIM

    • Previous

    1. March 2006
    1. April 2006
    1. July 2006
    1. August 2006
    1. September 2006
    1. January 2007
    1. February 2007
    1. July 2008
    1. August 2008
    1. September 2008
    1. October 2008
    1. November 2008
    1. December 2008
    1. January 2009
    1. February 2009
    1. April 2009
    1. July 2009
    1. November 2010
    1. January 2011
    1. February 2011
    1. March 2011
    1. September 2011

    Credits

    Designer: xiiaOmiie
    Image: Here
    Image Host: Photobucket
    Image Edit: GIMP 2.6
    People change ...

    well then so i guess people change that fast huh ?
    one min strangers...
    the next work friends...
    friends ...
    partner...
    friends...
    strangers...

    brilliant...
    a life cycle of ppl u know ?
    to me friends will always be friends ...
    even if they are an arse which i have a few ...
    at least i say hi to them ...
    at least i talk to them ...

    if she ever feels that she isn't good enough for me ...
    then i guess she is wrong...
    cos i feel that even when i started to feel for u ...
    i though i wasn't good enough for her...
    a JC girl who is possibily great at loads of things...
    i'm only good at enjoying myself...
    i suck at academically wise ...
    but then when u "loved" me i was over the moon !
    i got a great sense of confidence which i know i had lost since kindergartens...
    since i grew up...
    since i need to have responsiablilies..
    but i managed ....
    i'm glad that that i still have friends who stand by me...
    i will tell you, Su jean for the most my life u were different...
    i didn't need to be a different person in front of you like i was with other girls i dated ...

    when i act nice ...
    it wasn't an act...
    i'm like that cos i feel that girls should nv be 2-timed and mistreated ...
    especially their feelings...
    i grew up mostly with sisters ...
    so yea i know things ...
    i need to be able to process what they think if i wanted to survive haha...

    i have those girls tell me that when try to guess what they are thinking....
    that i'm right most of the time... and it usually freaked them...

    that's when i learnt that girls don't know what they want...
    but they surely don't wan you to tell them what they want...
    so i guess i made a mistake saying that i know u like me, i also know that part of u wans to be with me ... but since u distanced urself u are just cutting that part off...

    i wonder at times what u do to the Xmas gift i got u ?
    do you throw it away? give it away ?...
    put it in a box and give it away to some kid?
    or do u just keep it on a shelf?
    on the bed ?
    with just the other stuff toys?

    i'm just so tired ...
    i don't wan to give up...
    but really i don't know if we can even go back ...
    it just seems so far...
    but i remember it so clearly...
    ur smile , ur laugh...
    ur cries, ur tears...

    i only told u that i know what u feel for me was cos i wanted to reassure u that i'm there. i'm ready ...
    if you only tried...
    i thought about celebrating ur bday...
    u said u can't ...
    ur friends and all ...
    okay i was alright with that ...
    my birthday all i wanted was to spend time with u ...
    that was my only birthday wish ...
    but looks like all the other wishes i had won't come true ...
    it was a fun run !
    but too bad i can do long distance...
    you could only run short distances...

    ur like a scenery along the run and once i past it, its gone...
    i may run by the same area just to see you but thats it...
    you ain't gona be running next to me...

    i hope you keep that promise of yours...
    that when ur ready to be in a rls ..
    you would look me up ...
    and if i'm still single yea i would really like to continue where u left me...


    i'm gona be moving on ... but that doesn't mean i give up or i'll forget...
    you have hurt me more than you could ever know ...
    at times i really feel so depressed that i can't be bothered with anything ...
    u know i wanted to take a picture with u ?
    on that 27 dec 2010 ...
    but just then a bus just had to come ...
    i should never had let you go then ...
    you hugged me and left without an hint...
    YES I GOT DUMPED by you i guess...
    i just guess you got ur fun...

    you keep telling me that its settled ...
    but ur actions shows otherwise...
    refused to meet me ...
    won't even sms me ...
    say we are friends...
    but there isn't any difference...

    i'm guessing your bbf of yours is the one that would delete me off ur fb ...
    cos i ur too lazy to even do that ...
    u see how brilliant you are ... you do all sorts of things that ppl tell you!!!!!!!!!
    can you think for yourself....
    what do you really want !

    if 1 day u said sorry and u wanted to start over ...
    i would really hope that i won't be with another girl...
    cos i want to give us a shot ...
    i mean okay even thou joanne and i didn't work out it was just great we were still friends...
    i hope you mature up soon then ...
    when u read this blog that at least u should know all my pains u caused...
    so many ppl tell me that i'm a great catch ...
    u caught me but tossed me back ? like what la!


    others said that why her ?
    she isn't that pretty !!
    my reply: looks arent everything but at least she is pretty to me ...

    they even say she isn't really the kind of girl u like rite?
    my reply: does that really matters? i feel good arnd her and i am myself .

    when u did what u did,
    they say is she really worth it ?
    my reply: at least i'm not gona regret it ..


    Duncan
    thats all