Profile

My name is Duncan. I live in Singapore.
I am 20 years old and studying in SP(clean energy).
Remember to give my present on every 8.o3!

Music

PLs bear with me for awhile i'm still editing this blog... thanks for ur understanding...

Wishes

1. TO find that smile once again.
2. A Car(Since i passed my driving license already)
3. THe best is : to be able to enjoy time with my friends!!!

Tagboard


Gentleman & Ladies

  • Lukas
  • Ken Ho
  • CJ{Dceg classmate}
  • JieYing[Mommy from SPSU]
  • MeiYin{Godma from SPSU}
  • Jill{dancesport friend}
  • Kristy
  • Amiel
  • JAN[DaJie from SPSU]
  • SHONA{DCEG classmate}
  • JunHAo {classmate/SPSUmate}
  • Sarah(SPSU/SPDS)
  • timothy(SPSU)
  • SHUNLI {DCEG CLASSMATE}
  • Skye [Dancesport Senior (SPDS)]
  • MEI [Dancesport Senior(SPDS)]
  • Sylvia [chris tan's classmate!!]
  • Han JinGRu
  • Adin
  • Eugene Har
  • Gerald
  • Matthew Ong
  • ZUL(SPSU)
  • Matthew Lim Zi Teng
  • Donavan
  • Ryan
  • Ivan Cheng
  • My Dad's blog
  • Shannon (My younger Sis)
  • Edwin
  • Gavin
  • Elisa
  • EVE
  • KIM
  • Previous

    1. March 2006
    1. April 2006
    1. July 2006
    1. August 2006
    1. September 2006
    1. January 2007
    1. February 2007
    1. July 2008
    1. August 2008
    1. September 2008
    1. October 2008
    1. November 2008
    1. December 2008
    1. January 2009
    1. February 2009
    1. April 2009
    1. July 2009
    1. November 2010
    1. January 2011
    1. February 2011
    1. March 2011
    1. September 2011

    Credits

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    Image: Here
    Image Host: Photobucket
    Image Edit: GIMP 2.6

    A mistake...

    Arh I would hate myself for this ..

    What is it that I want?
    That question kept haunting me...
    And when I finally got the answer...
    I feaked !!

    I wanted sj ans I to be friends even if things didn't work out ...
    But as emotions clouded my judgement ...
    I only harp on the fact that she was pushing me away...
    What a selfish and childish thing to do...
    I was upset that she did not wan to be with me ?
    I tried to force her to meet me...
    I tried to be a man but I failed ...

    No more trying..
    Instead just be a man...
    If she ain't gona be with me now ...
    Then that's fine by me...
    Now it's not the reason why she won't that bugs me..
    But rather that I could have possibly lost such a friend!!
    @_@" >
    She gave me a chance to be a friend but I guess I blew it..
    So I can understand if she won't wana talk to me..
    To have gave her such a shity time ...
    I hate myself for the lack of control over my emotions..
    But on the other hand it's good ?
    At least I know that my feelings were true ..
    But my actions were silly and a 'tat' inmatured...

    Well then If she see this I hope that she will dorgive me and let's really start as friends..
    I hope that I'll be able to charm her back again ...

    I just feel awkward that she has withdrawn herself so quickly from my life...
    I feel That it won't be the same if I were to court her..
    I just hope that if I were to ever have the guts n courage to court her ...
    That she will see me for who I am...
    A guy who would love her...


    Duncan's applogy to Chuan Su Jean